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From the Thoughts of Korael Thailian:

I Don't know why I Did it. Is my Want for what I once was So Great that I have become Blinded by it. What has become of me. Only Two Days Ago I made a Deal with Baron Frost for him to Return to me to what I once was, But At What Cost. I Swore myself for his protection and Feiltiy. That Means I Have to Protect Him. But why Did I Do it. What has my Life Become. I had to Scarfice my Bond of Feility to the Lady who cared about me and who I have Defended and for what, FOR WHAT! What Have I Done? I have Sold myself to a Man who I'm sure would sooner use me as a Puppet Rather than as a friend. I hate myself More than anything Right now.

The Only Thrill I have right now is Combat. The Battle Went well against the Portal, But then I Saw something I Did not Expect. Somoene Finally Standing Against the Commadore. The Bitch needs to Fall. How Dare She Control the Apples. And How Dare Aderyn Let that Bitch Control her like that. Although I Don't Blame Aderyn. A Jar of Mayonoise would make a Better Ruler than her........what am I talking about.

As my Life become about Revenge. Is that All I am. a tool for Revenge. I have Betrayed the Lady I Swore to Protect only for my own Personal Gain. But I need to become myself. I've never hated myself more ~Sigh~ Some One Help me Please. Please.